Despite the fact that I spent half my day faffing about.. I did/am actually get(ting) things done!

So, I totally need to get my emotions under control.. damn changing medication!! I feel really bad because I had an excellent day in lab yesterday but you couldn't tell.. I had such a mood yesterday.. Firstly I felt like everything was going to crash down around me.. AND I had a bad spout of self pitty for being alone for xmas :( but I wont exactly be alone.. I do have friends who are going to be around and I am thinking about going down to Glasgow to see my new friend Esther (one of Rachel's awesome buddies) for New Years. That will be cool to spend New Years in Glasgow.. more specifically Hamilton :) So that should be good.. But anyway, I didn't behave my best yesterday in lab and I really wish I could turn back time and not have been so grumpy.. I LOVE labwork.. but its who I was partnered with too.. Which we're not talking about because I am trying to get over the fact that I did all the work and he cross contaminated everything. ARGGHH!! ok... sorry.. I'm alright... mmmm brownie... lol I have been listening to a bunch of Tacoma Youth Chorus stuff in the past couple of days.. it seems to be helping me get a handle on myself. but I have tried to apologize to everyone.. I just hope everyone can see how extremely sincere I am being when I do say that I am sorry about this whole mess... :( Tomorrow will be a better day :) plus now that I am completely sober.. I can actually type and know what I'm saying and I know I'm sounding stupid.. lol

Anyway, the point of this was that Today I have actually done some things. I am getting my excel spreadsheets done for Dr. Hedda Weitz who I absolutely adore! I love it when my teachers get so excited about what they do! I will forever know her as the awesome Dr. that grows glowing fungus.. so does that change the saying to there's a bioluminescing fungus amungus? HAHAHAHA ok bad jokes over.. well no I have one more.. lol

today I also hit up the post office and went to the store for 3 things.. I even had a list.. I ended up with two grocery sacks on the way home.. lol... I also got my birthday and christmas presents in the mail from Lynnie and Brady. SUPER AWESOME! I love my sister Lynnie :) I love all my sisters but Lynnie goes the extra mile to tell me she loves me.. and I hope I do the same for her. So Cards are coming in the mail people! just give it a week or so :)

I also made brownies today :) Tomorrow I plan on making Scuffins... I forgot to get fairy cake paper things.. or as in American English.. I forgot to get muffin/cupcake wrappers. Here, cupcakes aren't cupcakes.. they are fairy cakes.. and Alex has promised that one day she will make me a fairy cake :) and to reciprocate I am going to make her soup with meat in it.. because anything soupyish with meat in it here is stew... but stew is thick.. so I'm going to make her soup with meat in it.. and she's going to like it.. come hell or high water! :) ahhaahah

So caroling sunday.. This last sunday I went caroling again. we didn't makes as much but I almost pissed myself laughing at something Kat Findlay said. We were cutting therough the big cemetary in the middle of town and she turns to me and said.. "Hey Alyssa, did you know this is the dead center of town?" OMG I know its not funny but I am still laughing over it.. I seriously almost pee'd my pants.. which would not have been good at all! Brebsy took a picture of us singing so I will make sure to steal it and get it online soon. I was singing with Gilbert and Sullivan society so we can raise money for our production of Patience. I'm really excited for the show which is in february. Next week is our last rehearsal for the year and break and we are already going to do a runthrough of all of Act I which is amazing. Also, at G&S on Monday... I had my first mince pie.. a Marks and Spencers Mince pie even.. it was AMAZING! I've decided I like currants and treacle.. I was apprehensive about treacle at first but I've decided its one of the most amazing things in the world... a trip to M&S must be made... it will be a goodwill mission for mince pies.. :) Maybe I can do it while i'm out singing this weekend.. I will be out caroling again and then G&S is having their Xmas dinner thing and then to the Monkey House.. I'm really excited.. I already know what i'm wearing to dinner! :) I'm such a dork.. lol

anyway I need to clean up and get the rest of my charts done.. I need to get ontop of my homework.. I figure if I can finish this tonight (except what I need help on) then I can work on my biological index all the rest of the week..

by the by.. to anyone who cares... I am out of ranch dressing (hidden valley) but I do have reserves.. so I'm not desparate yet... but I have a feeling I may be in a month...

P.S. I offically need to really start watching what I am saying around here.. because I said yesterday welll rather I started singing "Ring my bell" that old 70's disco song.. and that phrase means something completely disgusting and different over here... also in class today I was refering to the slides (thank you Alex) and I asked if Zac could make it bigger... yeah... that was taken out of context by half the class.. but it was funny :)