Felt a bit lonely today. Think I was just tied, but the friends you meet here, are like firends for a week or two and then they are off on their next trip. So nobody really knows you. Its fine, I'm just tired I think.

So shopping was on the cards to cheer me up. Bought some perfume as I'm out and some face broner glitter. Feel much better now.

So after work my supervisors decided a drink and a smoke was in order. Was so much fun! We went back to Zamets house, smoked and drink until 7.30am in the morning. People were walking there dogs watching us dancing on the balcony like we were mad! Its the first time I really felt part of the group at Gilligans. Was nice. After such a s***ty day of feeling down on lonely, I feel like I've made some real friends.