I'm here. In a taxi with i guy going to the same place as me. Freaked a bit as i landed, like what the hell am i gonna do but okay now. Bangkok.

Well just said goodbye to family and pete. Was horrific. Now feels a bit weird. Not excited. Just sitting here waiting for somethin to happen.

I think its finally starting to hit me now. I keep just crying out of nowhere, i keep reminding myself its not forever.

Went shopping to Oxford Street today with my Mum, which was lovely! Mum bought me a Paul's Boutique bag, a little black clutch for nights out on the piss! Bought lotsa things for my travels! Syringes (boring), bras, knickers, torch and combats! p.s STILL LOADSA TO DO!

Had my leaving do at work today. Mega sad but lovely. Everyone gathered round after we finished and we did a toast with champagne. They bought me an amazing speaker to take travelling with me. Then we went to the Slug and Lettuce after work and had nibbles and drinks. Was amazing to all be together, an absolute quality bunch of people. I felt really proud to be part of the team. Hopefully I will see them again one day.