Bonjour all,
So this is the next installment of the scary workings of mind.

Not a lot has happened in the last few weeks. My training has been put back until October, which isn't necessarily a bad thing. It means i have longer to save extra money and see friends, and probably spend the extra money that I have saved on the many leaving parties I intend on having. Yes I love the attention and I plan to milk it! What are you going to do? Im leaving! Let me bask in the love!

I officially handed my notice in a work....That was emotional. I honestly didn't think it would hit me like it did.I thought the director was going to cry! And that nearly set me off!

It is the end of an era for me. I moved down to south as the result of my previous marriage. (I say previous because we have now separated, not because I have had many...)
Anyway....I'm getting side tracked! As I often do! What I was trying to say was that moving down here was a huge step for me and my own independence. I've held my own down here and made some amazing friends. It is my second home and so, in a way, I'll be leaving home again. It's not going to be easy.
I have found myself doubting my decision... Can I actually do this? I won't be a few hours away from my friends and family, I'll be thousands of miles away.... But! It is something I've wanted to do for years. That's what I keep telling myself.

I've had such a great few weeks though, hanging out with friends an having bbqs and nights at gigs and days out.
Recently we went to Brighton for the day, it was lovely! Boiling! Roasting! But great. I went with Zoe and her boyfriend Sam. Infact everything has been with them recently. Zoe is one of my best friends and she is genuinely one of the loveliest people anyone could meet. The parents love her. At least I know that if I ever decide to turn gay and married Zoe, my parents would approve.... But that's never going to happen! Zoe won't have me :-( lol! And Sam is a lovely guy too. I'm seen how happy he makes her and I couldn't be happier for her. It makes it a tiny bit easier leaving her cos I know he will look after her. He better anyway!!!
And he's a pretty good singer as well! (hence the gigs!) I'm trying to be his manager but he won't employ me... He'll be sorry when this blog is read worldwide and I have connections!!!!
But anyway. It's been great spending time with them and a few others. I intend to make the most of it.

We've already decided Zoe will drive me to my ship.... That is going to be hard.... Cue the emotional theme tune to titanic and then the tears. She is actually an amazing writer too.
Check out her blog http://notalotofsexinthenotsobigcity.blogspot.co.uk/?m=1
When Sam employs me as his manager I'll post his link too hahaha.

Anyway I'm sure I've been rambling but hey ho this is my blog and I decide what is written here