On 4 January I flew to Syndey to hang out with GN. I rocked up on the doorstep of a man I barely knew and spent the weekend at his home. I wasn't as terrified as I thought I would be, but I was a little nervous. We started our date weekend with a cold beer which calmed my nerves. I felt comfortable stright away and the conversation flowed easily.

Fast forward to February. GN moves to Melbourne. We are at Bridgy together for a weekend and he asks me to be his girlfriend. I freak out a little and tell him to wait for a the reaction of the crew the next day. I then ask him to by mine the following night. I'll never forget LJ's reaction, 'I love you guys.' Ralph's reaction, 'if you hurt her, I will kill you.'

The next few months that follows sees my relationship with Liana diminish. I am spending more time with the new crazy in my life and all the while I feel like Liana is just bringing darkness. I distance myself from her and spend more time in St Kidla where GN has renovated a townhouse.

GN and make grand plans to go to Europe together. I have already picked a date that I want to finish up at work and it gives me something to look forward to. We decide to buy a campervan in Europe and drive across the continent.

The Northcote house is no longer as of 1 June 2013. I still miss that house...

I move in to St Kilda 'temporarily' and I spend all of my free time creating a loose travel plan. We finally find our car and I finish up at work with one week to go before I am stuck on a longhaul flight with a guy that I have known for about 6 months.

Am I f***ing crazy?!

Yes, I guess I am...