WOLLOMOMBI FALLS- CHANDLER FALLS- ARMIDALE- URALLA

We decided to hang around armidale for the week as we had an awesome opportunity to spend more time with AJ and Mary, learning more about loving ways of serving through mediumship and developing our communication with people who have passed into the spirit world- those that are quite developed in love and those that are still earth bound or are experiencing much pain and darkness and requesting help. When you think about it, the proportion of people who have once lived on the earth, compared to those currently living on the earth is great. So to be able to assist, even in the smallest way, as we ourselves discover more truth and grow in love, is something we are extremely passionate about. A gift I am still grappling with, and afraid of at times, well most of the time, but when actually talking to a spirit, and feeling their pain and confusion about where they are and why, I am enormously grateful that I can help them, even slightly, to improve the life experience they are having. Each conversation changes me, my experience and understanding of the universe in a way that words cannot express. My heart sings.

Hence we decided to check out a few of the sights along Waterfall Way between Armidale and Coffs Harbour.

We had been feeling some emotion around making mistakes- me constantly in 'damage control', assessing all possibilities before taking action, ( in an attempt to minimise fallout and therefore avoid "getting into trouble") and Kerry, feeling useless and obsolete, as I would alter things, "manage" ( aka TAKE OVER) and subsequently, not allow her to make mistakes. Whilst also feeling terror in anticipation of my vibing if she did do something, (is it correct? What if its not?) potentially making a mistake- which of course ment- yep, she would make an 'error' by default and the humiliation and self punishment would kick in! That's if she would attempt anything at all! ( can't get it wrong if i don't try- right??!)
Holy moly- who would have thought packing the car would trigger such ingrained childhood emotions and 'protection' habits!!!

Later that day it was all reflected straight back at us- lunch was ordered, forgotten, 3 times brought out incorrectly (not what we ordered).
Was I getting angry that they couldn't get it right? Yes. Did I have an expectation to receive what I ordered because I had paid for it. Yes.
Was I feeling ignored and that they didn't care or listen? Yes.
Was I afraid to speak up and say- we are vegetarian, we did not order bacon- and this, and this is also incorrect? Yes.
Did they accept hearing they had made several errors? No.
Did they acknowledge they had made errors. No.
Did they make eye contact with us when we let them know of the errors? No....

Why is it do you feel, we are all so terrified to make a mistake, admit we made a mistake, and get angry/humiliated when someone speaks truth and calls us on the mistake we made??
Mmm... Many issues of love were raised in these interactions. What do they raise in you???