hello , i expect most of you are doing exams at the moment so good luck . i am so sad about almost having to leave my home in thailand . i have become so attatched to the kids and the lovely people i spend my time with . Last week alot of us took kids to the zoo on saturday . I took chat Sue Darn one of the youngest on the CP wards prob 8 and i think she just enjoyed being out , on Monday Andy and I will have her for the day! The silly thais have more holidays because of the king so i am not at work for a few days ( quite annoying as almost my last days) so i have spent some of the time taking more kids out on trips . I have just got back from The mall were Luke , Andy and I took 3 boys ,por - jelly legs paralised from the waist down , Natty has a limp and Parhon he used to not have a bum hole and he is quite violent . It has to be the best thing to do at the weekend . Last thursday the mad upstairs ward was quite good i think we have all had to become desesitised to the conditions . Seeing young girls tied to the walls all the time and so many horrid sites just breaks my heart but atleast ccd has been allowed to go in . we did a prayer walk aroung the 3 homes were we work , i got very angry because so much has got to change each one of the kids deseves so much more and those wards are the saddest places i could imagen .we will just have to keep praying and sending volunteers and money and there will be a slow improvement . I have booked my flight to Cambodia i think it will be a big shock traveling again but i have to go sometime , i can allways come back . love jon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx