Here it is!! Its Christmas Eve! and I'm in Scotland! and I'm beating off crazy men with a huge stick! which has made for an extremely interesting day so far but.. it had to happen. whatever... I have also spent my day eating mexican surprise! yum!!! as well as crocheting and watching the fireplace roar from Youtube. I dont have much to report on other than I am really excited to open presents from people! I will have to keep something by my tree though so it wont...

I'm proud of my little tree. its not much but I do love it.. and at least it is something.. I am struggling.. I didn't think I was going to but I am. I have even thought about putting a flight on my credit card but I can't do that.. I can't afford it and its just not the thing to do.. I am excited to be here though.. and I will have to get used to many more Christmasses by myself. but a little inginuity (along with tape, dont forget the tape!) and I have made mys...

Its finally happened.. I feel like Christmas.. I've had a hard time of it so far.. I usually start feeling Christmas at the beginning of the month and I get excited.. but this year I have dreadded it :( However, I am going somewhere for Christmas.. I am going over to my friends house for xmas night :) it should be tons of fun!! we will most def make it lots of fun! :) Also, I woke up to snow today! it wasn't sticking but I saw it in the air.. even though technic...

Despite the fact that I spent half my day faffing about.. I did/am actually get(ting) things done! So, I totally need to get my emotions under control.. damn changing medication!! I feel really bad because I had an excellent day in lab yesterday but you couldn't tell.. I had such a mood yesterday.. Firstly I felt like everything was going to crash down around me.. AND I had a bad spout of self pitty for being alone for xmas :( but I wont exactly be alone.. I do ...

I know thats a picture of the hotel in Aboyne but whatever.. it has nothing to do with what I'm goign to talk about.. but I forgot my camera today... so this is what you get... Day 1 of caroling is over!! :) we made somewhere between 113 and 200 pound (on a hopeful scale). Yes mom... I'm a street performer.. :) The Gilbert and Sullivan Society is raising money for the running of Patience.. and this is just one of the ways that we are trying to raise money.. L...