Hey everyone!!

I know it's been so long since I've last written.

There isn't much really to report...

I've been on back on the ship for 7 and a half weeks. And I'm due home in 16 weeks or rather 111 days.

Now you all know me, I love ship life so the fact that I'm counting down says a lot.... I don't know what it is though.... I don't know if I'm just bored of this itinerary, or the ship.... Ship life wasn't what it was like in my first contract.
Yeah ok I was a live wire back then, but at least I was enjoying life. Last contract was good but I noticed myself getting tired and restless about half way through... Now on this contract I'm noticing it a few weeks ago!!! After one month!! That means something!!
It's not jerwin. Jerwin and I are better than ever, he's my little rock right now and he's the reason why I'm not jumping ship running away.
He's been such a good influence on me, im a lot calmer and better behaved now... Kinda haha.
The next thing is, what will I do after this contract? All I have planned right now is Jerwin is hopefully coming with me for a week and then I'm going to the philipinnes for 3... I'm so excited for that.... But after that?
I don't want to settle in England!! I can't stress that enough... As much as I love my family and friends, England holds no interest for me. I hate the government and politics... There are all full of it and out for themselves.... I'm under no illusion, I realise all countries have their problem with the government.... Maybe I should move to the moon or something??

I'm well aware that I'm ranting but it's quite therapeutic for me... I need to clear my head because it's getting me quite down.... Not quite what you all want to here... A miserable girl doing the dream job.. How ungrateful!

Ok it's been a few hours since I last wrote and I'm feeling better. I spoke to some friends and my manager and it's so true, a problem shared is a problem halved... I feel like a massive weight has been lifted.
I've decided it's cabin fever... I'm spending too much time on the ship and only going out for wifi.
So tomorrow I'm going out for a walk around with Hannah an I've booked myself on some cruises... One of then is oyster tasting! Yum!!!!
The others are wine tasting yay! My kinda thing and I'm also visiting the Guggenheim museum hopefully.... I'm determined to get out of this funk!

It will mean sacrificing time with Jerwin but I'll see him at night and I'm sure he will understand.

So anyway you know what tours mean... More blogs and pics yay!! Back to happy Kim!!!!!

We live in hope!!

Speak soon! When you read this I will be in a cafe somewhere in aviles hopefully sunbathing the worries away!

Much love!!!!
Xxxxxxxx