This is a low. I don't know why but I feel rubbish. This morning was good but now I'm pretty much by myself. Catch 22. I feel really lonely. Good Times! I don't know if anyone actually reads these but I'll write anyway. it might make me feel better. I'm overwhelmed by how much people just want to go out and get trashed all the time. I can't believe how f***ing expensive it is here. Maybe its because I'm having to pay attention to my budge for once in my life. I'm finding it really hard to meet people as people are already in groups and I'm not very good at stuff like that. patetic really. I'm 23 for f***'s sake. 2 more days here. I don't really know what I'm going to do. I think the nights are harder. Maybe I was under some misconception as to there being like minded people doing the same thing by themsleves. Maybe I just haven't met them yet. I hope so. I really miss my dogs. Anytime I have a drink or feel like this I think about calling Nicola. f*** knows what she'd say. Probably tell me to f*** off. Which would be fair enough I suppose. I really thought there would be a lot more people travelling by themselves. I have met 2 of them. I hope things pick up soon. I'm going to get a diet coke.