Sitting here at 3am totally wide awake. My whole sleep patterns been screwed since the camping adventure, just kinda wish I could sleep at better times! But tonight I thought I'd update my blog cause been sitting here thinking about all the things that have brought me to where I am now...

Planning on doing the Europe inter rail with simon.
Us moving in together.
Him Finishing with me.
Me moving back.
Being the most heartbroken person, Ever!
Booking Oz.
Saying goodbye to everyone and coming over.
Then meeting Euan.
Falling in love with him.
Doing the coast by myself but always thinking we'd end up together.
Melbourne.
Christmas.
Sydney.
All with Euan and now being in Casino trying to hate him so it's easier to get over him.

It can be so hard and upsetting, especially when songs come on the TV that remind me of him i.e, Mumford and Sons 'I will wait' and The Lumineers 'Hey Ho'

So tonight, I go on facebook for a wee creep and the first thing that comes up is from a page I 'Liked' Cause my mate Lue from Casino shared a few status' and it said;

"All Endings are just Beginnings. We just don't know it at the time"

So, SO true. As hard as life can be sometimes you just need to remember things are only just beginning. I just need to keep remember my most favourite quote and one I lived by the whole time I've been travelling;

"Things will always be ok in the end, If things aren't ok then you know it's not the end"

(Just realised this blog is really morbid, I'm not down or depressed but just nice wee quote's I need to remember!)

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