Tonight was my leaving do. One thing stood out. I'm upset for the people i'm leaving behind. The look on Sangeetas face in the taxi on the way home was horrible. She was extremely upset saying 'how she was going to get on without me'. It's weird, I don't think ive done anything remotely out of my way to help her with anything in the past but she seems to think I'm some kind of 'hero' or something. Come on...I mean, I'm just like her, living my life.

Anyway...quite drunk. We are here in Gaz's room...It's 05.10. Gaz is skinning up, sangeeta is chilling listening to Nelly Furtado and i'm sitting on Gaz's newly aquired chair in his room (compliments from Tim). We are drinking Omega cider. We all want to stay up. Zee is sleeping on the flea ridden mattress in the corner, kyle has gone to Alex's, which is good becasue atleast he has a bed to sleep in. Hotel Jubilee is great, but we got a full house so there is no room at the inn. Sorry. Chris should have come out tonight, but that was his choice. We all make choices and decisions and learn from them.

All i want to do now is chill out with Gaz and Geetz and see waht happens. It's weird, when you think your alone, Your Not. Someone is always thinking about you.