Hey guys,

Pondering life again today, considering what it would be like to travel with someone else other than your own head. I think maybe it would be difficult as you have two different experiences, two different opinions and two different needs. Even if you could manage to have the same ideas, i think it could get difficult to always be arround each other especialy if you wanted the space.

BUT on the other hand, I wonder what it would be like to have someone arround. I know it's a constant factor in my blogs but it is. It's lonely. It's reallybad sometimes because you just want to talk to someone and riging home is not an option. I think I have spent too much time constantly with people and maybe it's not such a good thing. Maybe by the end of the trip I will have learnt to live with my self for long periods of time without having to rely on others. Not that I do normally but not being able to hang out with people all day every day is a constant pain in your side. Long afternoons are the worst.

Ihave pauland the girls at the moment but patience can wearthin when people are not compatable. I know i complain about being alone but when you meet people who you can not live a long time with then that can almost be worse. I think maybe i will move on very soon. Tuesday for the train i think.

Although tomorrow, Kayaking is booked! It will be amazing, to get in a kayak again and relax on the river. I think it will be the best day out by far apart from the train journey of course, which i will repeat wednesday i think)

I also have learnt not to have so many possessions. why i need so many clothes when i am home, i dont know. I will have a sale for sure, get rid of so many things and pay for a trip to Bali instead for next year.

I also need to learn to relax more, I havent actually picked up my book in a while to read. maybe i should spend this evening reading and picking through my lonely planet. It will be good to catch up a bit with my reading and it will pass the time of being on my own tonight why the girls and paul go out. Internet and book, genius. SKYPE ALSO. HOME IHOPE YOU ARE READY!

Misss you guyssss!

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