After visiting Mike and Darren in Nelson for a week I was ready to leave Christchurch. I said goodbye to my Kiwi parents and my House mate. A friend picked me up and drove me to the airport. I thought I was handling things failry well and BAM...i was a wreck. Major meltdown at Chc airport. The staff were asking if i was ok...i was pretty much inconsolable. I was ready to leave but it still hurt like hell.I had friends, an amazing job and a better family.

I miss you gus, I love you guys thankyou doesnt even come close xx