Preparation and anticipation are the words of the day. Sitting at home, loading my ipod with whatever strikes my fancy at the moment, wondering who I haven't called or emailed lately and trying to make sure I do both before I leave the cell phone and computer that have become an addiction in my life. I wonder whether I should take my cell phone so I can have it on my way home when I'm in New York. But then I imagine myself hearing phantom ring tones of Tpa...