IM SO SICK of it!!!

Its Offical tantie time!!! Im so sick of talking about my trip, I have been talking no stop about it for a week now, everyone wants to know all the details and its fine but after repeating yourself 20 times you get a bit over it!

Im sick of my mother and John nagging me over and over to contact mum every couple days so it will ease mothers little worried mind, news flash mother, im not wasting all my money on phone credits to call you every couple days!!!

Im sick of mum babying over me and telling me how, why and what to do, the purpose of this entire f***ing thing is do it myself!!! It wouldnt be so tiresome if she didnt have to yell at me everytime my opinion or point of view is different.

Im sick of running round like a f***ing headless chook day in and day out to finalise plans, banking, selling car, banking, resumes, broken portable hard drives and the list goes on.

Im sick of not sleeping cos all I can think about is my trip, worrying if i will find work and if things will work out, stewing over and over about meaningless crap!

Im sick of thinking about it full stop! I dont want to think about it, thinking about it makes my head hurt, I just want to go so I can start f***ing enjoying it not stressing over it and freaking myself out!!! I just feel like hiding, curling up in my room untill its time to leave!!

-sigh- Rant over