IM SO SICK of it!!! Its Offical tantie time!!! Im so sick of talking about my trip, I have been talking no stop about it for a week now, everyone wants to know all the details and its fine but after repeating yourself 20 times you get a bit over it! Im sick of my mother and John nagging me over and over to contact mum every couple days so it will ease mothers little worried mind, news flash mother, im not wasting all my money on phone credits to call you every ...

So the final preparations are in falling into place. Still not sure I believe it yet, I feel as though I should be feeling more than I am, excitement, fear... It just still seems so surreal, all of it. So there has been alot more going on than I would like to elaborate but put simply this, even though once disguised at something else is a new opportunity for a new life, for me, for my happiness and no one elses. Things don't always work out to plan and when they...