I dont know what to say.

Im back with the same feelings I went through before I left on my travels. This time Im not working like hell, but Im studying like hell. And its something Im not sure I really give a rats ass about. The people at uni are great! Thats one definite positive thing about this whole situation. And there's one other big positive factor too.

I need to get away from here for a while anyway. So....

Im going to Poland tomorrow for almost a week. Let's see what that brings along! Also, we've planned a surftrip to Bali or Hossegor soonish to make this terrible feeling disappear for a while. Glad there are some surfer guys at uni.

Anyhow, even while working on my demo, studying and working and dating, if I start to feel like this isn't for me I reckon I'm gonna take off. That probably wouldn't be something my closest friends and family would like, but I need me to make myself happy. No one else can do it for me. They can only help.

"Im blessed, blessed to be a witness"