Jinan, China
The grand optimist, or world's worst pessimist...it comes down to choice.
There is a small glimmer of hope we can still qualify for London. We can win our next two matches and finish with nine points. That is the only thing within our sphere of influence over which we can exercise control.
It's a difficult thing to summarise your thoughts and try to explain what emotions we have all felt over the last few days. It isn't so clear when you are trying ...