So my goal is to write something a bit less emo tonight :P

In all seriousness things are not as bad as I made them seem in the last one, though everything i said is definitely true. I need to get more sleep but yeah things really arent that different from last year. While i am thinkin about it i will say this: molly and i are basically messing up english all the time. So if you think its a typo it may literally be that our minds have died and we can no longer speak or write in either japanese or english. We will just be somewhere in limbo. Anyway classes have started and they arent so bad. There are some cool people and only a couple that get on my nerves sometimes. But consdering there are only 9 of us, that still sucks. And not to dwell on the subject but i cannot tell you how hard it is to write this. I seriously cannot do it anymore. The homework is crazy, sometimes two chaps of hw and quizzes for the next day but mostly we go a chapter a day. But considering that there is some new grammar that i have never learned but others have. I think sometimes they get annoyed especially this one british guy who is the best in the class, but one day i may say that its new for me deal with it and how great are you that you have to do it again. So whatever. Kanji class is only on friday for an hour and a half and at first i was happy to have a break from grammar, but after the homework i have decided i can live without it. I have to learn new kanji plus the kanji i didnt know that our class skipped, and i have my first test on friday and im basically screwed. I have my first grammar test on thursday and i am nervous to say the least. I havent really studied yet either, i have been spending my time planning useless things. Like molly and i are getting our hair cut on friday and i may get highlights too. idk yet we will see what they suggest. O i just remembered how we went to the italian restaurant today and meena had me ask what meal the waitress would recommend. Well to say the least i said something completely cracked out, but she gave us an answer. Too bad the word means both spicy and salty. I assumed spicy and turns out it was salty. Whatever i tried. By the way, courtesy of molly quinn, apparently our noses and ears never stop growing. Random fact of the day. All of that was thanks to her learning the japanese word for to grow old. LOL hilarious, o and today the joke i made about tatsuya aka cricket boy being too busy because he is in the yakuza lol. Yeah we probably annoyed people in the restaurant. O and lunch is my new favorite time. I am no longer a night person, at least not here. I like having light in the garden and just trying to finish the homework early. Today it was really funny though because we had fried apples and belgian waffles along with some of Yacines coffee. We called it yacines cafe, because he opened his door so we could hear his french music, and yes he is one of the french students. Too bad you arent here jessica (if you ever even read this lol :P) It was definitely some good times he is super good at japanese though, apparently he had a japanese girlfriend in france. He said he is not good at english because he never had an englsih speaking girlfriend lol. I actually liked his french hip hop though i obviously have no idea what it is saying lol. In any case there is so much to write and so much that happens each day that i dont want to forget. So it really isnt that bad and i really am enjoying it for the most part, and i know that i will get better. I feel like i am slipping into the only becoming friends with international students category, but it really is hard when that is who you live with. We probably will join the choir though, but more about that meeting later. I can only handle so much at once and i have yet to study for my quiz tomorrow. Btw this pic is in sakae. Hopefully i didnt bore you too much if you make it to this point, but its for me just as much as it is for you to read:)