5 weeks!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell am i thinking? why didn't someone tell me last year when i decided that i want to go to china to teach english that it was gonna be so difficult. been feeling really down this week, think the realisation that i'm actually leaving has hit me, and the things that i'm gonna miss are becoming more apparent.

watched the last episode of friends today, one of the worst things to have watched, so sad with Rachel leaving, first time i'v seen it, so gonna be like that, getting all upset, as long as i get on the plane and stay on it, i'l be doing just fine lol.

received my visa today from the chinese embassy, soooo glad that i did not have to go to london to get this, as i could not have afforded to take the time of work, not to expensive, £60 odd, but have to pay more when it gets updated when i'm out there.

other thing that i'd been putting of was the vaccinations, well i'v finally pulled my finger out, and had my first set of these, more expensive than the visa, and i'v still got more to get :( only getting rabies and hep b cause it's all i could afford. second dose of these is tomorrow, and the last lot on the 9th of july, cutting it fine lol. getting my malaria prescription tomorrow, god knows how much that's gonna cost me. been told to shop around for these as cost varies depending on what chemist you go to.