So, this is it. I'm off. Leaving Mum & Dad at the airport was so distressing, Mum was crying loads and was really emotional saying that last goodbye but I was so stressed out and nervous I don't think I really showed my emotions! Got through security and immediatly rung Emz to freak out, I couldn't really believe I was doing it.. felt insane. Anyway, said goodbye to her as well and hopped on my plane. I was kind of in a baffeled emotional state through th...