I guess the end is happening before it even begins. Tomorrow I head back home and can't even manage to actually do this anymore. I can't even begin to express the level of failure I feel with this because I know it's been just over a week but nothing is helping. I mean yes I've actually been sick this week with the cold and barely moved out of bed but the fact I'm in a strange place feeling this way and nothing is remotely changing I feel I need to be able to do ...

Not feeling the best tonight it has to be said. Really not sure if I can continue on with this because it's just not working. It's been nearly a week now and all it's doing is making me depressed and worked up in a strange place and I just don't know if I can cope any longer. I mean today I literally slept till lunch time and then was up and back in bed again at 4ish and ended up falling asleep again and now just sitting here and not feeling the best yet again an...

Short update before sleep. Turned into an interesting day with the July 4th BBQ at Josh's brother in laws house whose wife is American so that was nice. And then an interesting and relaxing night back here at his house. It's certainly nice to actually have a bed I have to say rather than a couch! Anyways most boring update so far. I'll do a better one tomorrow.

Just a short enough update to move on to the next destination of Merimbula here on the south New South Wales coast. Up bright and early this morning to lose my Uber virginity before jetting off with Rex and the smallest plane I've ever been on in my life and arriving at the smallest airport I've ever been to in my life as well. Picked up by my friend Josh it was then time for brekkie before the day continued. What will happen from here? Let's wait and see. Feelin...