Fri 16 August: The day is finally here! Such a weird mix of emotions, doing something that I have got so excited about for months, but at the same time so sad to leave the people closest to me just as we have all got so close... Today has easily been the hardest day of my life! Crying from the moment I woke up, then regretting getting so drunk the night before when I was sick on my shoes... I tried sleeping on the plane in the hope that I'd feel better but I...