well i have not posted here in a long time..but thought i might as well make one last note before I leave for home tomarrow. I am leaving in the morning, and I am strangely okay. I feel rather good about it actually. I just spent the past week up in ChiangMai with my friend Racheal and her lover Harry Rama. Good week, just shifting through the experinces of the past few months...it was good to have someone who was there in Asia as well to talk too. Somethings were just soooo crasy that happened, i Couldnt post about them in fear that I would be shipped home on the next plane! But I survived!!! HAHAHA... I tricked you all...if you really knew that truth...no just joking...it was not quite like that...but yes...to be honest...i am glad that i made it back to Bankok in 1 piece...and not married off to some shop owner from Kashmire or something like that! if you want to know any Crazy stories just ask... I have a pocket full of them to share... And am much better from all of them. Well back to the states...lalala...have to get a job and all of that jazz...but good thoughts, and new perspectives on life...so wherever i am...it is okay...alive...learning...and just...being...me... keep the mind and heart open and good...life is fuller that way. The adventure doesn't stop here...just moves and changes with the locations. so love you all and see you soon... peace martha