Sitting in the doctors waiting for a test. Am having some doubts about the upcoming trip. I known in my heart it will be great to spend the time with dad, and it may be one of the few times that I will be able to spend this quality time with him, but I still would not want to get in his way or stop him from doing what he needs to do. I am also concerned because I think he will want to splendid most of the time sitting around - not sure if I want to spend my time dirtying around all day. I also would like to spend my time with Sharon. I am hoping that we will have lots of time for travel in our old age and retirement.