So it's 15 days until I leave. Now I'm majorly starting to freak out. I feel angry with myself for not feeling excited because I've worked so hard for this and wanted it for so long. If anyone had told me a year ago I'd be doing this I honestly wouldn't have believed them. Now it's finally here all I feel is a sick, nervous worried feeling. I wish this feeling would go away and hopefully in time it will. I've always been a "worry head" (as my mum and dad like ...

So thought I'd have a go at this blog thingy as I'm planning on posting regular updates while I'm away! :-) It's not long until I go now- just under 4 weeks and I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster! When I booked my trip all those months ago I was thinking I had so long to wait and now the moment is almost here I still can't quite believe it! I feel a mixture of nerves, excitement and sadness. At the moment I feel nervous that I'm leaving so much b...