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Calgary, Alberta
I am so nervous, my hands are shaking. It feels like I am going to write a huge exam or bungee jump or run the race of my life; which I kind of am.
Re-pack, workout again because I really need to release nervous energy, everything is coming into place. Now, I just have to leave.
The last dinner was a bit of a gong show - family is feeling the anxiety and so am I. It's OK cause I know it's because they are concerned and need me to come back; I h...