As seen in my photo, everyone was very ready to go. Exhausted- we were on our way home...I am actually writing this entry over a month after our return. It has been a rough month-to say the least and Europe seems like a year ago. Because this is a blog and I feel as though I am speaking to cyberspace I will divulge my secrets. I was pregnant on the trip...about 9 weeks. This is why Tom came, because he was trying to do the romantic and "right" thing. How exciting! Two weeks after our return I was hospitalized with a severe kidney infection and a week after that I lost the baby. That was two weeks ago. Since then, I have been diagnosed with choriocarcinoma and last week my relationship was suprisingly ended by my partner. Soooooo it is with much sadness I write this last blog on Europe. Europe seemed like the beginning of a pretty fabulous life but as I write this, I am grief stricken with the ending of something hopeful and grand and look forward to lonely journey through radiation and probably chemo. I wish I had a time machine to relive all of this, I would mave made it so much more amazing.