I am almost ready for my adventures to begin. Passport, check, insurance (including elephant trekking) check, Thai baht, double check! I'm feeling a mixture of extreme excitement that makes me feel I could burst into tears, and extreme panic and nervousness that also makes me feel I could burst into tears. Toby is avoiding me and even he can see I am on the brink. Hopefully getting to Heathrow and sitting on an Air India plane will settle the nerves...although w...