Hello everyone, as most of you know my family was devastated by the loss of my brother last weekend. We have spent many hours together since that time and After many hours of soul searching I have decided to pick up my trip in Moscow tomorrow. I said my own goodbyes to my big brother today and am confident that he would have wanted me to go. He has supported me all of my life and I know him well enough to know what he would want. I am sad that I won't be there to support Lindsay and the kids, my brother Morgyn and my dad on Thursday, but I want to at least try to take this opportunity as I now am even more sure that you need to live life to the full. I will try to do this blog, but at this time now sure how it will go. X