Sarah This is the answer for my qustoien, Johny. Will it be respectable for me to stay in Jakarta, working as a lawyer in one-big-reputable firm and so on.. just like any other typical normal Indonesian adults would do. But here I am in Lima Peru, alone, looking for part time job and enjoying life even if it's just meeting people and talk. Maybe I'm selfish, maybe my mom and my sister need me the most. But just like you've mentioned: I know for sure the people I care about would want me to live the life that brings me the most happiness And hell yeah, this is what happiness is make peace with your inner strength