Jeuneson hi joseph,i think what you say is bang on the money, and it miorrrs by thoughts pretty accurately. Although my worries stem from the hidden emotions of loved ones, nothing they explicitly discuss. Of course they are happy if we are happy, but there must be a small percentage of them that would love us to be around a lot more often :S However, if you have the chance to live your dreams, in my mind, of course you have to take it